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I'm weak willed!

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  This has been something I've been thinking about the past few weeks. It is something about myself that I've always known, but it was something that I've always kind of pushed to the back of my mind. And that is that I'm actually kind of weak mentally. Or at least in mental discipline. Like i'm very opinionated and though open minded on my opinions and hearing different perspectives, I dont change those opinions easily. So that is not what I'm talking about. What I'm talking about is my ability to stand up for myself, not cave in to others, and discipline to stick with what I should do if things break from my routine.    I guess I'll start with the routine thing. I've moved around the country a lot. Usually just going where opportunity takes me. The most recent one with the deliberate reason to restart my life from scratch socially, work, family, location everything. Every single time I move, it obviously disrupts my schedule and then it is always...