Tiffani's Life

  So going into HRT I knew there would be things happening to my emotional state. For one, I would probably become more emotional. I could also anticipate a kind of "second puberty." I knew that some emotions would be easier to tip off doing so as well. What has surprised me is that even knowing all of this, many emotional things have caught me off guard.    Before going into this, I want to disclaim that this is my own personal experience. Furthermore, I have a more unique past which gave me way better control over my emotions then others. Though I'm sure I'm emotionally healthy and have been for a long time, I should note that this does make me go into the male to female transition differently then others in my position would. This could mean previously suprrseed emotions being released (I doubt that) or just lessening of control. A very obvious one is that I used to be able to hide my emotional state incredibly well. I used to be almost impossible to read. I don...

   So I haven't written an entry recently even though there has been a lot hitting me the past month or so. Truth be told, I have written, but for various reasons didn't post them. Anyways, one thing that occurred to me with my last progress update was that those postings are about to become less often. Not because I've slowed down or given up or anything, but just there are less obvious "road signs" to report. My hormone therapy is largely steady now. That next appointment is still like 4 months away. Voice in making steady progress but nothing noteworthy other then getting better. I continue o diet, work out and other adjustments. So nothing really created a stimuli for me to make a new posting on that front. I have unfortunately slowed down on the weight loss aspect. I'm still losing weight, but largely change of routine do the the covid-19 hit me hard. I work best with routine/structure and suddenly losing ability to go to gym, not going to work, being hom...