Dumb/Simple Minded/Stupid

Like the housewife thing that i've solidified more on as my goal, the dumber girl is a goal I'm starting to gravitate too more and I think there are two reasons for this. The first is that it does have some flexibility depending on the guy I end up with and the second reason is how it significantly impacts the kind of girl I become.

For example, I'm considered by a lot of people as pretty intelligent. Besides the fact that if I become a more simple minded girl that it would be more of a radical change and thus a new me, it would also be incredibly humbling. To go from being respected by almost everyone I talk to, to people just laughing off what I say or blatantly it in some way. It also significantly adds to the gender dynamic of men seen as more logical and intelligent and girls not meant for that kind of thing. It would also add as a degrading constant reminder that whenever something indicates myself being air headed, i'll remember what I once was and never will be again. It also adds to being vulnerable which I feel is part of being female and adds to the greater power/control being to the man. After all knowledge is power or so I hear :)

Speaking of which, simple minded does have some flexibility, all of which I'm open too. For example, perhaps simple minded is just slow to figure out new things? Or maybe means I just don't know a lot. Or maybe I don't have opinions. Or maybe I just dont think, but I do know things. Then there are the combinations of that. There is also just being treated and required to appear that way without being. And then ofcourse, there is being simple minded in every sense of the word which I'm ofcourse okay with as well.

So the one contradiction to everything I've said is what i've said in my description that the one thing I want to keep of my current self is my nerdy/gaming interests. Only have to look at egirls to see that both are possible.