Gaming Goals

I think often of what is the fastest but also best way to move towards my feminization goals which I'm soooo happy to finally be making measurable steps towards. (First few months in philly started really rough :( ) One thing that I can only get better on through practice is developing a more feminine/girly personality and working on my voice. My voice in unisex right now leaning towards the feminine so i'm bless with a good head start there. I make a point that most of the things I listen to is women naturally talking about things like make up and fashion hoping constant exposure will help me with that. But something I'm now starting to actively do is practice when I'm playing video games.
I'll use Overwatch as my example for this, but I'm trying to do better in other games as well. Voice chat is pretty much a must in competitive overwatch so it gives me a chance to work on my voice. Whenever someone calls me out on it, I know exactly where to practice on. Furthermore its allowing me to practice interacting with real men the way a girl should. For example, I'm practicing being passive. When I feel like w eshould do something, i ask if we should do it and not tell. Whenever anyone on my team does something good an mention it. When we mess up I apoligize rather I think its my fault or not. I try to say please and be overly polite and respectful. When we win, even if I put up huge carrying level stats on my Mercy, I thank the team for carrying me.
I'm always looking for wars to improve, but i'm really happy to have an active way to practice now as my body development is moving forward. :)

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