How I'm Unique, Pick me!

So I recently thought that maybe it would be good for me to do some writing on things that are unique about me compared to other trans/sissies/crossdressers that you may date instead. So what I list below are things that I think are uncommon or more unique to me which hopefully will boost your interested in me.

Penis Envy - I totally have penis envy! This may seem weird coming from someone transitioning to female, but it totally fits! Though I currently have the parts, its average to below average size, I know textbook wise how to use it but I have no urge to and feels like I'm using a step by step when I try. I have naturally low testarone. I truly am jelous and envious of real men with cocks that I do see as being powerful and I know this will only increase as I fully transition. Hopefully you'll enjoy that added humiliation aspect of me.

Not angry/negative/man hating - I am in no way a negative person and I never get angry. Worst I get is a little sulky. This means you'd never have to worry about me shouting or being angry with you or making things more difficult in that way. Furthermore, I fully respect men so you dont' have to worry about me being slightly feminist like.

Not lgbt - This may seem weird to say, but kind of goes with the I'm not feminist remark. I have nothing against the lgbt community and I value some of the resources for helping me transition. But trust me, I do not fit into that group at all. I'm more free speech compared to being PC/safe spaces. My own view is there are men and women and the inbetween should be as short as possible. And most of my values do not align with them. Once again, I'm not saying "down with lgbt" i'm saying that I dont really fit into that group.

Emotionally/mentally stable - Rather from my experience of life knowing that I'm not cut out to be a man or the adversity i've gone through when younger, i'm incredibly mentally and emotionally sound. This means that I'm 100% commited to being feminized and you dont' have to worry about me having second thoughts. It also means that there is zero risk of depression or suicidal hitting me. All of this would be apparent after knowing me a short time. I know hormones will make me more emotional as women are known to be, but the mental state normally related to people transitioning is a no worry.

Very loyal - I simply do not have the emotional stamina anymore to stop caring for someone I commit too. Thus you have no worry about me breaking up with you after my transition is completed. I stay very loyal and committed. Furthermore, i feel marriage is male ownership of the wife, so I wouldn't even see it as a choice I can make.

Not seeking money - I know that till i'm fully transitioned there is a worry that guys think I just want someone to pay for the transition/feminization and then leave you. Besides what I said earlier about me being very loyal, I do have a plan to afford the transition myself. I currently do work, and save most of that money.

Very malleable - I honestly think that 3 years from now, i'll be 80% a different person, Maybe larger then that. I'm open to being molded into the kind of girl you prefer personality/dress/mentally/physically. That remaining 20% is stuff like me wanting to transition fully into a female and wanting to maintain some of the gamer/nerdy/creative side of me.

Will not STAY trans - I do fully plan on transitioning to female, meaning breast implants, hormones replacement, surgery to get a pussy and anything else needed. Even while in the trans stage, I plan to stay tucked as much as possible and total bottom. I know a lot of guys interested in trans like the "best of both worlds thing." That will never be me.

Relocatable -I really have restarted my life from scratch, so I have no tethers or connections anymore. I can move anywhere for the right situation. That said, if you are not local to where I am right now, it will obviously start with Long distance relationship, have a few visits and then hopefully i'd move in under a year from initial contact.

Discipline works - So I know one complain that dominant men have of submissives is that punishing them isn't really punishing because they like it. Part of the aspect of me in that I learn to get pleasure from men getting pleasure and me being more attraction driven then sexually driven is that things like spankings, rough sex, slapping or other punishments you may like will actually work on me because they do hurt, hehe. Don't get me wrong, i'm okay with that being done for your pleasure, but thats another thing. I guess one way to put it is that i'm attracted to you wanting to do those things.

I'm not bratty or "dom from bottom" - If I make mistakes, its because I honestly made the mistake not because I'm trying to get a reaction from you. Furthermore, I appreciate things like spankings or slaps because that small fear helps on learning the harder lessons and reaffirms who the man is, not because I actually like it and I hope to avoid it most of the time. On an honest note, because I am attracted to alpha men, I can honestly say that I would probably only test limits willingly/bratty like once every few months.