My IDEAL relationship/future.
This is a writing I've been avoiding writing. Though in a lot of ways this blog is a diary I do know other people may end up reading it. Furthermore, there is always the hope that my future mate may be reading it as well so I'm always a little aware of keeping things not too specific and why I try to avoid more controversial subjects. Any who, what I'm writing here is, to the best of my current knowledge, what my ideal relationship would be like.
I'm going to disclaimer like crazy all over this for the above mentioned reason. When I say ideal, I do not actually expect it. Nor do I think I'll be settling with someone who only wants/is even 50% of what I mention. On the flip side it is also not fantasy, if I had the opportunity for this, I'd most likely go for it, hehe. Anyways, if your someone who reads my blog and actually interested in pursuing me, please do not let anything written sway you away for I do not expect this to actually be the case. In fact, several of things I'll mention is probably nigh impossible unless I want to be single for most of my life.
So clearly, my goal is to fully be feminized into a female over the next few years so that part is a given. Thus I"m talking more about relationship dynamic. Ideally I would start dating a guy while I'm still involved in my feminization. I guy who really enjoys the aspect of stripping away any masculinity I have and making me as girly as I can be physically, mentally, dress and all of that. A guy who really enjoys the degrading/humiliation aspect of me going from independent man to dependent female for a real superior man. So I guy who wants a relationship that is more traditional and build on male superiority and such.
I would become a stay at home obedient housewife. And one major reason for that would be my husband doesn't want his woman out of the house or working. We have a little of a daddy/daughter dynamic because he was with me through the feminization so In some ways its like he raised the new me. I am allowed to keep my old interests in the sense of gaming, scifi, fantasy, my stem like projects but beyond that nothing is the same on me. I haven't had any sort of IQ reduction, but I'm treated like a stereotypical dumb girl and if I ever act smarter then I should be I get punished, especially if other people start to see any intelligence in me. I say that I maintain my current intelligence only for the sake of those interests, but I'm not allowed to gain any knowledge in things that a stay at home wife shouldnt' know about like finance, politics, sports and so on. In a lot of ways i'm treated and expected to be like in some ways that of a teen or pre-teen girl.
My future husband would be pretty controlling and dominant and enjoys reminding me that I failed as a man and only suited to being a female for real men. Some people may consider him an abusive husband, but not in the sense that we dont have love in the relationship, we'd have great companionship and love. But in the sense that he doesn't have a problem, slapping, spanking or raping me as consequences or to remind me of the power structure. Furthermore he fully believes that using a wife as stress releif is a part of me being the wife, so any negative emotions would be taken out on me most likely in a sexual fashion.
We'd live in a more rural setting. I'd even go as far as to say off-grid or homestead, but I really do love my internet too much for the gaming and other stuff, hehe. One thing I do love about that is it further exemplifies my dependence on the man since it would be almost impossible for me to leave. He would also be very big into gender roles/stereotypes. We'd probably have kids, though adoption mainly and all boys so that I'm the only girl in the house. Kind of highlights my failed masculinity and new role in life that way. The boys would see my as nothing more then a dutiful housewife/mom incapable of anything else.
There would also be some kind of contrast at play. This could be racial, age,religion, politics, culture or something that kind of gives an added sense of being conquered. For example religious conquest, or rubbing in myself being married to someone with opposite political beliefs, or reparations or something like that.
Furthermore, there would be some objectification/sharing of me. This could be in the form of myself having two+ dominant husbands who are like best friends/brothers with each other. Or my current husband has no problem sharing me with friends the same as he'd share a video game or something. Also we would have some common interests, at least in some of the gaming.
I may adjust this posting a little bit in the future and once again I do not actually expect even half of this to happen in what relationship I do get in. So please don't let reading any of this deter you if you were interested in me.
I'm going to disclaimer like crazy all over this for the above mentioned reason. When I say ideal, I do not actually expect it. Nor do I think I'll be settling with someone who only wants/is even 50% of what I mention. On the flip side it is also not fantasy, if I had the opportunity for this, I'd most likely go for it, hehe. Anyways, if your someone who reads my blog and actually interested in pursuing me, please do not let anything written sway you away for I do not expect this to actually be the case. In fact, several of things I'll mention is probably nigh impossible unless I want to be single for most of my life.
So clearly, my goal is to fully be feminized into a female over the next few years so that part is a given. Thus I"m talking more about relationship dynamic. Ideally I would start dating a guy while I'm still involved in my feminization. I guy who really enjoys the aspect of stripping away any masculinity I have and making me as girly as I can be physically, mentally, dress and all of that. A guy who really enjoys the degrading/humiliation aspect of me going from independent man to dependent female for a real superior man. So I guy who wants a relationship that is more traditional and build on male superiority and such.
I would become a stay at home obedient housewife. And one major reason for that would be my husband doesn't want his woman out of the house or working. We have a little of a daddy/daughter dynamic because he was with me through the feminization so In some ways its like he raised the new me. I am allowed to keep my old interests in the sense of gaming, scifi, fantasy, my stem like projects but beyond that nothing is the same on me. I haven't had any sort of IQ reduction, but I'm treated like a stereotypical dumb girl and if I ever act smarter then I should be I get punished, especially if other people start to see any intelligence in me. I say that I maintain my current intelligence only for the sake of those interests, but I'm not allowed to gain any knowledge in things that a stay at home wife shouldnt' know about like finance, politics, sports and so on. In a lot of ways i'm treated and expected to be like in some ways that of a teen or pre-teen girl.
My future husband would be pretty controlling and dominant and enjoys reminding me that I failed as a man and only suited to being a female for real men. Some people may consider him an abusive husband, but not in the sense that we dont have love in the relationship, we'd have great companionship and love. But in the sense that he doesn't have a problem, slapping, spanking or raping me as consequences or to remind me of the power structure. Furthermore he fully believes that using a wife as stress releif is a part of me being the wife, so any negative emotions would be taken out on me most likely in a sexual fashion.
We'd live in a more rural setting. I'd even go as far as to say off-grid or homestead, but I really do love my internet too much for the gaming and other stuff, hehe. One thing I do love about that is it further exemplifies my dependence on the man since it would be almost impossible for me to leave. He would also be very big into gender roles/stereotypes. We'd probably have kids, though adoption mainly and all boys so that I'm the only girl in the house. Kind of highlights my failed masculinity and new role in life that way. The boys would see my as nothing more then a dutiful housewife/mom incapable of anything else.
There would also be some kind of contrast at play. This could be racial, age,religion, politics, culture or something that kind of gives an added sense of being conquered. For example religious conquest, or rubbing in myself being married to someone with opposite political beliefs, or reparations or something like that.
Furthermore, there would be some objectification/sharing of me. This could be in the form of myself having two+ dominant husbands who are like best friends/brothers with each other. Or my current husband has no problem sharing me with friends the same as he'd share a video game or something. Also we would have some common interests, at least in some of the gaming.
I may adjust this posting a little bit in the future and once again I do not actually expect even half of this to happen in what relationship I do get in. So please don't let reading any of this deter you if you were interested in me.
It is always your fault. You failed and now you need to be shown how to serve. You will serve as I say, who I say and when I say.
ReplyDeleteI think you failed because you didn't have it in your heart to be a man and are and will be a scared lil woman that needs a man like me to show you how a woman is treated.
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