My Just Deserts
So this is probably something a little more unique of me and though certainly not a requirement, it is something I hope the future man get with will enjoy or appreciate. I think I've already mentioned enough about my feminization goals and the why and stuff like that to not like dwell on it too much to set the premise, so I'll go the other direction about something I dont say as much and talk about one of the aspect of when I was still trying to do the man thing because I thought that would be easier then fully becoming female like I know I should.
I've always been a people observer and have always been more into trying to understand society, physchology, nature vs nurture and more then I probably should be. Anyways I've always had a lower opinion of women then I do of men. And I dont say that in a discriminatory way as there are things women are better at, such as nurturing and such. And I do respect everyone's freedom to make initial choices in how they live their life, so what I"m saying is how I feel things should be or the initial choices people should make. And that is that the patriarchy, male lead, traditional gender roles and male superiority is the best way for society to run.
Furthermore this implies that relationships would work way better this way. Things like women's opinion shouldn't matter on important things like politics/science because of how emotional their decisions are. Or a girls first priorities in life shoud be her appearance, domestic abilities and abiliity to serve the men around her before things like career/personal ambitioon just like men's first priorities should be career, self sufficiency and self ambition before other things.
So that is how most of my attempted relationships with girls have gone. Now I wasn't great in this arena as that is one of the many ways as I failed as a man, but those were expectations in most of my relationships. Ofcourse, they failed for various reasons and I can go more into that if people ask, but the point I'm making here is now I'm going to be on the other side of this. I'll most likely end up with a man that have those expectations on me. Most likely within the next three years, I'll be in an LTR with a real man that treats me that way with those rules and it will be a constant reminder to me that not only did I fail to have this with a girl, but now I'm the girl submitting to it for the rest of my life.
I should put this disclaimer in that this and other things I write about can seem more like kink and fetish, but really is life goals/feelings/lifestyle that I am pursuing and how I feel.
I've always been a people observer and have always been more into trying to understand society, physchology, nature vs nurture and more then I probably should be. Anyways I've always had a lower opinion of women then I do of men. And I dont say that in a discriminatory way as there are things women are better at, such as nurturing and such. And I do respect everyone's freedom to make initial choices in how they live their life, so what I"m saying is how I feel things should be or the initial choices people should make. And that is that the patriarchy, male lead, traditional gender roles and male superiority is the best way for society to run.
Furthermore this implies that relationships would work way better this way. Things like women's opinion shouldn't matter on important things like politics/science because of how emotional their decisions are. Or a girls first priorities in life shoud be her appearance, domestic abilities and abiliity to serve the men around her before things like career/personal ambitioon just like men's first priorities should be career, self sufficiency and self ambition before other things.
So that is how most of my attempted relationships with girls have gone. Now I wasn't great in this arena as that is one of the many ways as I failed as a man, but those were expectations in most of my relationships. Ofcourse, they failed for various reasons and I can go more into that if people ask, but the point I'm making here is now I'm going to be on the other side of this. I'll most likely end up with a man that have those expectations on me. Most likely within the next three years, I'll be in an LTR with a real man that treats me that way with those rules and it will be a constant reminder to me that not only did I fail to have this with a girl, but now I'm the girl submitting to it for the rest of my life.
I should put this disclaimer in that this and other things I write about can seem more like kink and fetish, but really is life goals/feelings/lifestyle that I am pursuing and how I feel.
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