Tiffani's Life

   Have you ever seen Babylon 5? Its an old science fiction from the early 1990's and is still my favorite show of all time. I can go on a looooong time like talking about that show, but it actually has next to nothign to do with this particular journal. The reason I mention it is the show has kind of a prequal part (season 1) where it is setting up the actual setting for the story before actually starting the story. At some point in season 2 one of the more wise characters notes the beginning of the true story with the line "and so it begins" and is a quote used as the intro to the show for pretty much the remainder of the series. And so it comes to the purpose of this posting which is "and so it begins."    What begins, well many things have already started earlier when it comes to my transition and such. Things like changed of diet, facial hair removal, exercise, growing hair  longer and so on. But the actual start of my hormone therapy and the thus the hop...

  So I was originally going to write something else as my next entry but then i trealized i kind of been talkinga  lot about relationships and stuff like that for a while. Instead I want to talk a little about the fun things I look forward to once i'm more passable. Some of those things are typical girly things like dressing up nice, cute jewlery, not worrying about pride and ego and more being myself. So I'm into gaming, and have lways been into the support/healer more girl type roles. Well one thing i've always wanted to do and I totally plan to do this once i'm more passable is to do cosplay!   For those of you who do not know, cosplay is dressing up as charactesr from video games or anime or fantasy of science fiction. I am sooo going to enjoy doing that. This is probably the closest to role play i'll actually ever get into, but i think it would be really fun going to conventions dressed up as girls from nerd culture. I would be remiss to say that it would cer...

  I think I've only breifly talked about this in earlier posting but I think one of my biggest attractions both in my feminization and men i'm interested in is contrast. Like anything that makes us different. I think this is also one of the things that make me into gender roles and male superiority as well. Looking at just the gender role or male superiority aspect that creates some contrast. Men are better. Women are inferior. Gender roles, men provide, lead, protects the family. Women support, nurture, cares for the family. The man's wants come first, the woman puts the family first. It also kind of goes into the sexual side of things as well on the contrast front. I belief sex should be 100% about the man's pleasure and in some ways the contrast shows up there. For example, sex is about the man's pleasure regardless of the girl's thoughts and such. The guy might be rough, the girl passive and so on.   When it comes to the stuff I mentioned earlier there is ...

   I'm a pretty big reader/information intaker type. By that I mean when I'm bored in line or doing long drives or working out I'm always reading information or listening to podcasts/audiobooks and such. Now that I've started writing this I'm not really sure why I started this post in this way. I guess the point is something I've been hearing/reading about lately as it seems to keep coming up and it kind of reminds me in ways that I'm different. There is a popular tik tok from a few months back where people would point to the reasons they are single and it made me think of this stuff.   The funny thing is I think I'm one of the most compatible people there can be. For example, I can live with pretty much any roommate with no issues. I clean up after myself, i'm non-confrontational, I don't get offended, I dont look for arguments, I never make impulsive negative moves. I'm the typ eof person who writes the angry email and then deletes it. Ex...