Helping with my voice? 3.7.20

  So one thing I've been working on off and on is my voice. I believe I'm getting better at it, but it is soooo like the hardest thing to feel like I'm making progress on. Its like everytime I get a little better on what to do, everythign bounces out of wack and I feel like I lose 2 weeks or something progress. I still have no doubt I'll be able to make it passable by the time I need it, but one of the hardest things right now is feedback. Furthermore, my goal isn't just to have a passable voice, but to have a sexy feminine voice because I dont aim for anyting less then becoming the best girl I can.

  I've gotten tools to help me with this. I have a phone ap that helps monitor my pitch. I have the same on the computer along with software to analyze formants and things like that. And sheesh ive been learning so much about music, singing, voice, different between men and women, speech patterns, resonance, range and all kinds of things. I'm not going to go into detail on it here, but just trying to give an idea of how hard it is to get everything right.

   So the biggest thing that is hampering me is that I can't tell if my own voice is passable and sexy enough from hearing it. Even when i record it I can't tell. Its i'm just too attached to it, and as I mentioned in earlier posts, my opinion really does suck on things and I know it. In a sense I know i've touched on a really good voice several times but probably went over it without thinking about it because I didn't realize I was so close.

   And then it occured to me there are so many nice people on the internet and that I might be able to get feedback on how close I am. So this will be the first entree of me attaching a sound file and a google form and ask for advice on how well it sounds. Specifically feedback. Keep in mind that these might not be the voice i'm actually using as my normal fem voice but trying different things to get honest nuetral opinions on it. My goal is for my voice to be very feminine AND attractive by the end of summer when I start going female full time. Thanks!

Google form and voice clip





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