Feeling good on my progress!

  Usually when I kind of update on my progress, its kind of like a status report. Usually some landmark like a doctor's appointment or something and then just saying how I feel about it. I mean is a lot of stuff going on in my life with teh feminization, but till recently a lot of it has felt more like keeping my eye on a goal that is still far off and really only have numbers to guide working in that direction. Furthermore the past few months I've really hit a lul. When I say lul I don't mean not making any progress, but more like slowing down which isn't exaclty the most motivating thing int he world.

  So anyways, because I know I haven't been working towards more optimization for various reasons I've touche don in previous entries, I haven't really been doing update pictures on myself or taking many measurements beyond weight loss. Like waist size and bust size and stuff like that. Since I started feeling like i'm gettin g alittle more on track I decided in the first time in two months to take full measurements, new pictures of myself for progress monitoring and wow!

  I have to say this week I've been really happy with my results. I'm about half way to my weight goal now, the weight training/cardio i've been doing is starting to show their gains, the hormones are definetely working now. I actually took a picture of myself just in work attire out of curiosity and if someone hasn't seen me in a few months they would probably think I am feminizing. Looks wise I really am half way, maybe a little more then half way to being passable now and I really feel its likely to happne now from just looking at myself.

  I'm pretty confident I'm an A cup now, maybe even a B cup, but i'll be considervative on that. Looks like i'm developing curves in the right areas as well. If I guy told me I was attractive (though i still don't think i'm passable quite yet) I wouldn't think he was JUST being nice now. So I'm feeling pretty good about myself.

  Also I've recently recorded some really godo voice samples on myself. I think I'm so close to a good, passable and maybe even a little attractive voice. Witha  little more practice and thenw orking on consistency I should be there. And I still feel I have potential to improve as I learn more about it both the science, biology, feelings of it. I have a lot more respect for singers now, hehe.

  So I guess the sentiment here is I'm feeling really really good about my progress. Logically or number wise, I figured with the only real handicap being my height that I could probably achieve passability. Well after checking my measruments and pictures and stuff like that today, I feel it now as well and it has me pretty happy.

  Looking ahead though, it also made me start thinking that I'm now like 4 months away from my phase 2 of my feminization. So in a sense I see phase 1 as starting hormones all the way up to being passable enought o live female 24/7. Now that I see the light at the end of that tunnel, that means I'm slowly going to start having to play for phase 2 more. The way I kind of see it, is phase 2 is going from must being a passable woman to being a 7+ woman on the good looks scale. Things like adjusting exercise to build up curves, perfecting my body, improving flexibility, developing better style, posture and a lot of the detail orientated stuff. I guess in a sense of a grade book, it would be going from a solid D to a B+ or A- with teh phase ultimately ending with the sex change surgery. Hopefully sometime in 2021. Anyways, shorter blog then normal, but I'm feeling pretty good today and I'm hoping this, plus feeling like i'm at the first 'knee of the curve' will be good motivation for me to get back on track at a slightly faster pace then i've been at recently.