Tiffani's Life

  So I'm starting to get to the point where I need to start officially changing all my official documentation to reflect a new female name. I want this to be mostly in place around when I start going female 24/7 which I'm still shooting for summer on, though probably closer to late summer. Usually big decisions like this I let permeate in my subcontious till something triggers and answer. I'm almost there, but due to my timeline, I have to start thinking it more actively. Luckily, I'm down to a few names I like on the first name unless something completely unexpected come up that sounds great.   The last name, I'm not so lucky on. To be honest, I totally forgot about picking a new last name till only recently so I haven't really thought about it as much as I should of. I know some may way no reason not to keep my current last name, but I feel strongly that as part of a full restart, I really do need a new one. So that will probably take a little more thought...

 Wow! This has been a tough two weeks for me. I'll probably write about it at some point in the next month, but bottom line is that it was my first setback on my feminization as a result. Not really set back as road bump and was a result of stuff unrelated to the feminization, But anyways, thats not the topic for this particular blog entry.   So, something that has always facinated me and is one of the many things I've tried to figure out, is the concept of force feminization. Now, in this case, its largely relegated to kink, so talking about it as an actual thing is already an oxymoron. Furthermore, there is the saying "can you force the willing." So would this really apply to me since I'm willingly working towards feminization? And yet, my stance, or thoughts toward it, or how much it applies to me has been an enigma for me which I can't quite put my finger on.    I think I'll detour a little bit from it for context. One thing that has become more an...

  So male privilege and white privilege and those terms and thrown around a lot in politics. I'm not going to dwell on the politics of any of it at all, but male privilege as a term fits in perfectly well with what this entree is about and kind of what this blog's theme is in a way, lol. One things I've seen on the politics side of things is how differents sides will define terms differently to be favorable towards there point of view. The best neutral unbiased term I've heard to define what privilege means is:    Male Privilege - Things that women HAVE to go through that men never do.    Once, again, I'm not talking about the politics here or anything. Instead I want to talk about the male privilege I'm losing from my feminization. The past week or 2 I've started noticing small changes I've made without realizing with a big one hitting me recently that kindled by thought on this. I'm slowly losing my male privilege. I'll start with a few sim...

   Wow, the past few days have been filled with good news and bad news for me. Now I do exaggerate the bad part a little bit, its not really bad news, but undesired news might be the better term. Either way, a few days of mixed feelings for sure. So the big imputus for this new blog entry is I had yet another doctors appointment and had my estrogen levels increased again for my daily dosage. This actually ended up being some of the good news. I started on 2mg then after 4 weeks went up to 4 mg. 8mg is the max dosage and the orginal time line is that I would do 6mg today and then in two months look to see if I shoudl go up to 8mg. Today the doctor decided that its okay for me to go to 8mg, being the max dosage, and doubled the anti-testotorone as well which I thought was already where it should.   So there are certainly different ways to take that. I am on the medically healthy route for all of this, so overall its great news that I can now say that I'm on the max dosage...

  So I was doing some shopping for dinner right before the Super Bowl is beginning. For the record, very bad time to shop, since the store was packed. For some reason, I didn't think it would be that bad. Its kind of funny, in that I don't watch football. I used to be into it when I was younger, but it really has lost a lot of appeal to me. I couldn't tell you almost anything that is currently going on with the nfl currently. Anyways, I was shopping because I felt like making myself some sweedish meatballs and noticing all the crowd at the store. Obviously a lot of the shopping was superbowl themed, lots of people in the snack aisle and things like that, and it reminded me  of both an early memory and little about the objectification thing.   When I was still living with family or friends after that, there was always a superbowl party. Depending on who I lived with, there were many other get togethers as well. Some even for every sports game of the year. Other times, a ...